i think i shouldn't come back here.....what i get is sad....sad....and sad.......
the "best" present for anniversary.....
i do not have a boyfriend who is considered, caring, and lovely.....
what i see is he like to lie, hide the truth.....
yup, he is busy.....busy with someone, busy with others.....
that's why i never got whatever i want......always said he poor, no money.....so i never get what i want...., he is poor, hardly give me a msg, never call me, i am the one have to call him....no matter i was sick or die.....nobody will care....why, i think i am stupid....
maybe this the time to make a serious decicion.....
sad day.....
i used this icon in MSN, he told me that this is the icon to show defend, not huging.....it is obvious to see who is honest, who is not....
yea, i do think about my ex, the reason is because he never hurt me, he love me....not like someone always hurt me.....tease me.....never teach me.....scare i will become better than him....at the end, he is the push away from the crowd.....